Karma

I dedicate this mornings entry to my ex, who made yet another impassioned plea for a last chance, followed by more poison. What cracks me up is that she thinks I don't know her little friend is still in the picture, and I am not giving her the satisfaction of telling her I know. I make light of it - but keep in mind I was preppared to deny myself, and live "straight" for life had she simply been faithfull, and when I think of the time I waisted it still burns.

I guess for me the part that hurt most was the betrayal by one who was my best and I thought almost only friend. I know what a contradiction it is, she made me feel ugly, unworthy, and I let her convince me I could never have anyone else.. that somehow life would end without her. In spite of how it looks here I still feel ugly.. Some scars take a really long time to heal. It's a horrible thing when you give someone that kind of power.

So to you my darling - much love.

Weren't You The One That Said, That You Don't Want Me Anymore.
And How You Need Your Space, And Give The Keys Back To Your Door.
And How I Cried And Tried And Tried To Make You Stay With Me.
But Still You Said That Love Was Gone, And That I Had To Leave.


Now You, Talkin Bout A Family
Now You, Sayin I Complete Your Dream
Now You, Sayin I'm Your Everything
You Confusin Me
What You Say To Me
Don't Play With Me
Don't Play With Me.


Cause What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back To Me
What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back


I Remember When, I Was Sittin Home Alone
Waitin For You, Til 3 O'clock In The Morn
And When You Came Home, You'd Always Have Some Sorry Excuse.
And Explainin To Me, Like I'm Just Some Kinda Fool
I Sacrifice The Things I Want To And Do Things For You
But When It's Time To Do For Me, You Never Come Through


Now You, Wanna Be A Bond Of Me (Eyyy)
Now You, Have So Much To Say To Me (Heyy)
Now You, Wanna Make Time For Me
What You Do To Me.
You Confusin Me
Don't Play With Me
Don't Play With Me.


Cause What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back To Me
What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back


I Remember When, I Was Sittin Home Alone
Waitin For You, Til 3 O'clock In The Morn
Night After Night, Knowin Sumthing Goin On
Wasn't Home Befo Me, You Was, You Was Gone
Lord Knows It Wasn't Easy, But Believe Me.
Never Thought You'd Be The One That Would Deceived Me.
And Never Do Wha U Was Supposed To Do
No Need To Hose Me Fool, Cause I'm Ova You


Cause What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back To Me
What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
Gotta Stop Tryin, To Come Back To Me


What Goes Around, Comes Around.
What Goes Up, Must Come Down.
It's Called Karma Baby, And It Goes Around.
What Goes Around, Comes Around,
What Goes Up, Must Comes Down,
Now Who's Cryin, Desirin To Come Back To Me

Alicia Keyes